the most common thing She has in her head is You.
You who are hiding so cleaver in the brightest depths of this universe.
trying to be patient.
not working as well and easy as people advise her.
She likes her life.
Her life likes her.
feeling safe and warm in her bed in her small studio apartment in Vienna.
what could a girl wish for more?
You...? but what they don't know she has You.
She has You with her whole body and soul.
Your warm breath and deep voice waft between her and these white walls.
the noise of your barefoot steps wakes her up every night and visits her imagination.
they have fun together. You, as usual, reviewing some alternative Avangard french movie, and She trying to explain the power of diversity in arts and the messages it could transfer to its wider audience.
You feel overwhelmed with her political and activist statements so you start using low blows in the form of some neck kisses.
She needs to sleep, please You have to leave now.
the morning after You is always a mixture of pleasant and sad feelings in her chest.
do You feel the same after You leave her alone in her wide white walls?
or You only feel in her presence and the moment of togetherness.
do not worry She knows you are here.
Your smile nourishes her soul and makes her eyes sing.
the support You give her makes her fly high in her career.
but the night is there. fiscally You are not by her side, yet in her head between her and the wide white walls.
writing helps. the materialization of her thoughts is the most peaceful time of the day.
sometimes it's just a short social media post, some days She texts dear people, or just lead a conversation with an author of her favorite book by writing down remarks and dialogues at the margins of already full pages.
rewatching old movies helps.
but the only thing at these quiet evenings She would like to feel are words:
It's always nice to see You...
Love You She
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